Today we woke up ridiculously early to go to church which is something that hasn't been done for a while. I had the hardest time waking up, but in the end I knew it was for the better. I have been going through tough times this past week. Tougher then ever before. I figure now is a better time than ever to start going back to church. We both need God in our lives and I know that. The problem is, he doesn't quite agree with me. His view is - 'Ehhh, I love God so no need go church'. Now as much as I'd hate to admit, at times I can be just like that. But I know better. Today we talked about how to find a purpose in life. How you ask? By serving God. Sometimes I feel like the church almost manipulates you into thinking that you have to serve God but serving in the ministry. Like they want all the help they can get, but instead of asking politely, they give you the guilt trip -blackmail if you will. I do feel horrible saying all of this, but my mind can't help but think that.
Alright so besides church this Sunday, we'll soon be off to a friends daughters baby lu'au. We were supposed to take our nephew, but the drive to the westside - then waimanalo - then back is just too much. I mean c'mon, doesn't everyone wish gas was still cheap?

Hana Boy
Ta for now...